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Lavi
05 May 2012 @ 08:54 pm
I don't usually talk about the Holocaust in Târgu Mureş, but I've found so many informations about the persecution of jews from Târgu Mureş and Reghin that I just have to share my information.

Most people don't know, because it was an opened subject to talk about.... most know about Poland etc... but what about Romania? Did you know that if it wasn't Romania involved (by force) in WW2, Germany couldn't carry on the war because Romania was supplying Germany with fuel. No, of course many wouldn't know because they don't care...
It didn't affect me personally, but my grand-grandparents and my grandparents from my mother's side suffered a lot because of this.

Reghin was a first target for Nazis. There were the main jewish ghettos.

On the 4th of May 1944, immediately after the Germans entered Transylvania, all the Jews in Reghin were ordered to make their way with their luggage to an assembly point.

http://www.targumurestrust.org/targumuresnews/spread2.jpg

And two days ago, after passing near a statue for the last 9 years I didn't knew what it means until I read on it "Remember Holocaust" the first monument in the memory of the Holocaust from Romania. All this time I was searching for such a monument in this country and it was right under my very nose all this time

Primul monument din România ridicat în memoria victimelor Holocaustului, este amplasat la Târgu Mureş. Grupul statuar poartă inscripţia bilingvă - engleză şi ebraică – “Remember Holocaust!”- aduceţi-vă aminte de Holocaust. Sculptorul a reprezentat, în mod simbolic, o familie îmbraţişată, cu privirile îndreptate spre cer, în momentul pornirii pe “drumul fără întoarcere”. Aici se adună în fiecare an, la 9 octombrie, cei câţiva evrei care au supravieţuit Holocaustului şi urmaşii famiilor lor.

I was able to find a picture with a concentration camp from near Targu-Mures, from Acatari:
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Keep in mind that this building is now a school.

And a picture with the monument, soon I'm gonna go on that street and take a photo, but until then, look at this:
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my curent location: Romania, Târgu Mureş
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Lavi
04 May 2012 @ 06:46 pm
First, "A liar in Love" - I love the art! But the seme Hiroki is a pure asshole who fell for Miura, the uke! The subject is simple and it didn't made me feel something special towards the characters.

"Black Sun" - is a historical story between the turk Jamal and the knight Leonard. The story is awesome, though I do not know if there is a volume 2 or 3 because it doesn't say if it continues. The art is awesome, except 2 things: too big penises LOL, and expressionless faces.

"Black Butler" - pure epicness! Can't wait to buy volume 9.

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my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: satisfiedsatisfied
 
 
Lavi
29 April 2012 @ 08:53 pm
So, I've met [info]alice_montrose, and many others, like 7 more peoples there!
It was so much fun!

I woke up at 5, took the train to Cluj at 7:25, arrived in Cluj at 10:00, took some confused 16 years old girls with me, sold my last copy of "Dies ist Krieg vol 1", met with an old high school friend, bought manga and some stickers and took pictures of cosplayers.
At 9 and half met again in the train station with those girls, they were heading back to Brasov and I only went with them until Medias, there I met up T. and slept over. I arrived at home at 7 p.m. today! I am so tired! BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT!

I bought "Black Sun", "A liar in love" and black butler vol 8 manga :)

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my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: sleepysleepy
 
 
Lavi
27 April 2012 @ 11:50 am
So I am making the last preparations for Japan Play! I am so excited!
Today I presented 2 projects at school and now I'm going to take a shower, prepare the clothes for tomorrow, make some food!

I'm returning home Monday morning :)


Art Trade: Miruna23 Rowan by *839O on deviantART

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my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: satisfiedsatisfied
 
 
Lavi
26 April 2012 @ 09:40 am
The best! I have no words!



I want to go in 2013, in July or August, wanna call some friends to come with me
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my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
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Lavi
25 April 2012 @ 08:40 am
Just when I thought I'm finally healed from pneumonia, something did go wrong.

Last night my right lung began to hurt and I am breathing very hard.
Hm... about this hard breathing, I had it since January, when I was sick of pneumonia, and I think it's not fully healed: or my lungs have been gravely been affected by the illness, or it's a complication or developed in something bore badly.

It hurts, really...now I'm drinking tea and since it's very hot it will slow down the pain a little.

Other news? I've send "Dies ist Krieg vol 2" to my editor for checking, hoping to get a result as soon as possible. And in July or August I'll send it to print... it all depends how much money I will save, I need at least 200 RON (last year I payed around 220 RON will sending taxes, which were 40 RON oh god, why?).

I'm getting TONS of ideas for mangas, but I don't have time to put them down, just yesterday I got a vampire craze for a vampire story, but I had to give up on it because it's not possible to create such story. Vampires are over used, and they sparkle!
I could continue AN-CANIN 2, out of all the ideas I got from my scumbag brain! I mean, really, as the story continues I was like: these characters wanna get laid and I say "no no no", is just me, but it's full of sexism. how sad.

And damn me! I am fascinated by the Nazis, but I can't do a freaking project about about the Nazi party formed! DAMN IT!

2 days ago I had this thought and said to my editor: "Are you a NeoNazi?" GOD! he said yes! I'm like "ok"....... *runs* Creepiest moment of my life.
I can't tell if I'm a real Nazi! CUZ I'M NOT! That regime as well as the communism where almost identical. Just because I wear the iron cross around my neck, made 2 mangas about the Nazis doesn't make me one of them, ok? There is a big difference between fascination and support!
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my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: soresore
 
 
 
Lavi
22 April 2012 @ 10:46 pm
At last! I have some happiness in me!
I was really down in the last time!


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I only have one problem: I have fits every night since the rape attempt. I close my eyes, and when I am close to falling asleep flashback from the incident are coming back in my mind and ruins everything.These fits last for 5 minutes but it's enough to make me start crying.

But who cares? 5 DAYS UNTIL JAPAN PLAY TRANSYLVANIA! Oh yeah! since my boyfriend can't come, I said to him "dude, if you want me to buy you something, give me some money and I'll buy whatever you want!" he'll think about it... :)

And.... *drums* Claude now is a blinkie chibi!


AT:miruna23 by *cutelittleteddybears on deviantART
 
 
my curent location: Romania, Târgu Mures
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Lavi
20 April 2012 @ 08:34 pm
I just decided to continue one of my "inu" stories.
"AN-CANIN" continues with part two.

Here is the cover of part 1: http://luthien23.livejournal.com/264426.html
And read the story here: http://teacup.smackjeeves.com/comics/1135986/dog-years-page-1/

Never thought I would continue, but I still have some things to clarify, about the territories, pack conflicts.
Unfortunately, part 1 hasn't been published yet... and I don't know when it's gonna be. It doesn't depends on me...

So, volume 2 starts with fish catching and courting because it's FUCKING SPRING! And no, I' not gonna show the whole mating (yaoi) stuff. There will be reference from volume 1 such as "why don't you have your own pack?" stuff.. but I thought, what if I'll add another character to be part of the 2 member "pack"? that would be predictable.
Oh, also the action takes place 5 years after part 1 (so that means Claude is 25 and Feadel 30 if they are not bound to the "immortality" stuff? really? that sounds a little weird)! If you read "in my world" (http://inmyworld.smackjeeves.com/comics/1291669/cover/) you'll understand why.... especially if you read this page before reading from the beginning you'll get the whole point http://inmyworld.smackjeeves.com/comics/1322088/page-15-bonus-page-1/ and NO I'm not going into detail in this "inu" omake. What else I will have? Maybe some fights and argues that are still in plan of making them "true" I just need a reason why these character should fight but never break up. Damn, it's hard to work with them.
The seme is lovey dovey but the uke is like..."grrrr, bitch!" LITERALLY! BITCH!

The fish spelled in Romanian "clean" is in fact the Chub or European Chub, it's a common river fish, mostly found on Danube. I caught many Chub fishes in my life, on Matca, the river from my grandparents village. here is a picture of the fish http://www.crap.ro/img/article/92/articlethumb/392.jpg not very tasty but the eggs are very good!

EDIT: what might be common and true!!!!!!! to any issue or plot is "the expanding territory", no human feels satisfied if he has everything.... he still wants more... and here is the territory. What if the alpha male challenges other packs to give up the lands? it only might be interesting, but I'll not skip the possibility of having spies and have a surprise attack. I think I have to make some research on dog territories for reference....

hm done some research and all I've got it "how to stop my dog from marking territory", "how to stop my dog from peeing"..... yeah.... I just imagine an inu Feadel peeing on grass and saying "this part is mine". That is not going to help me at all.
 
 
my curent location: Romania, Târgu
I feel: artisticartistic
 
 
Lavi
19 April 2012 @ 10:05 am
Dear internet - thanks for making me angry!

A picture of the books I'm reading.




Second, finally stepping on another gay blog in Romanian: http://avehorizon.blogspot.com/

And an art trade:

Art Trade for 839O by *miruna23 on deviantART

Now off to work on my Nazi project for college.
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my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: pessimisticpessimistic
 
 
Lavi
18 April 2012 @ 08:27 pm
... and those from Bucharest, this was the only one that I've found fit.
you should be aware that I don't hold any grudge on them, it's merely an analysis.

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Are Transylvanians...
Calm?

From other regions, the people here are VERY calm, we just mind our own business.
Honest/Righteous?
Not always. We lie a lot because we have a fear in our hearts that have been transmitted for generations and we do it to live. But we are righteous! We are!
Active
We are.
Patriots!?
Yes, we are! We love our home, our town, region.
We are united
Yes, it's also something that was transmitted for generations and because we are not pure Romanians, we are a mixed population of Germans and Hungarians. We don't hate each other, we stay united! I have Austro-Hungarian blood in me. :)
Patience
Yes and no.
Dignity
We are a very proud population because we have history!
We are calculated?
Sometimes.
</b>Disciplined</b>
In comparison with other regions from Romania, Transylvanians are considered the smartest Romanians.
Superiors
We don't think that ourselves.

And now the Bucharest people... exception 5 people I know because (thank god).
They are agitated
All the time!
Lazy
Hmm, yes... but because they are agitated they work a lot.
Hush money (/?????)
Yes, they give you money so you must help them in whatever they want (that applies for any region).
Unreliable
I would never trust them because they will let you down when you most need them.
Stolidity
Do I really need to answer this? Not only that they are selfish they have a superior air, claiming that everyone outside Bucharest and junks and farmers. That statement I've heard every time I went in Bucharest proves how stupid they are.
They are richer
Because they steal!
Vulgar
Because, they take you easily, talking nice to you and if you don't do their likeness they call you names in every single way they can.
Ambition
They are, but not in a good way.
They are good, working...
Only working. Good? If they are good they shouldn't be vulgar, unreliable etc...


Now, have I made my point clear?
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my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: lazylazy
 
 
Lavi
16 April 2012 @ 09:58 pm
That moment when people are telling me: "You're still/too young."

And my reaction to them:
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I know I'm still not even 21, still a teen (at least for our society - because we are only considered mature at the age of 25), but I am by experience much much older. It really hurts when my family has a conversation and when I wanna add something they say "You're too young for these it's none of your business.", so don't take me that easily, I'm not a fool... I've seen a lot of shit in my life, talking about politics and other business is the least worst.

Anyway, today I've made myself clear that I can face life with all I've got.
 
 
my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: indifferentindifferent
 
 
Lavi
13 April 2012 @ 09:49 am
He he he, isn't that cute? BUT IT'S WRONG!


Alte Liebe rostet nicht by *miruna23 on deviantART

Preparing some B/W manga-ish drawings with these bitches :)
 
 
my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
 
 
 
Lavi
11 April 2012 @ 12:15 pm
Yay! Finished... in fact I'm not very happy at the moment: I;M DEAD TIRED!

But, yesterday I saw for the first time in my life a 3D movie "Wrath of titans" dude, that movie is more than awesome!

This is a painting for a contest about "Kidnapping" on DeviantArt... as I said there, I wanted to focus more on the violent side of kidnapping.





While I painted this it made me release some stress from the week-end, but I'm still pissed as fuck and mad because I've lost a battle with life...
I've lost many thing in 2012, in fact I only had bad luck this year...
 
 
my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: tiredtired
 
 
 
Lavi
06 April 2012 @ 11:29 pm
And my year guide in college.

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my curent location: Romania, Tirgu Mures
I feel: stressedstressed
 
 
Lavi
06 April 2012 @ 08:05 pm
I thought this would be the last page, but now it get longer with 3 more pages.

I understand what Rowan means to say.... poor guy, he dies in the next page SPOILER!!!!!!!!!!I MADE A SPOILER!

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Also, I'm so pissed off right now.
 
 
my curent location: Romania, Târgu
I feel: pissed offpissed off
 
 
Lavi
06 April 2012 @ 03:14 pm
Yeah, making last preparations for Easter and then Japan Play Transylvania.
It's useless talking about my real problems cuz I know no one reads and no one can help me...
I screwed up two things in the last 24 hours so yeah... I feel like shit... plus some health problems.
I haven't healed completely from my pneumonia, I still breathe hard and my chest hurts, but these are like crisis, it happens rare and when it does it makes me stay in bed all day.

There are some art trades made for me... just to cheer me up a little.


Art Trade: Feadel and Claude by ~Hoshiko91 on deviantART


FeadelxClaude_ArtTrade by *Cerinne on deviantART
 
 
my curent location: Romania, Târgu
I feel: depresseddepressed